PRAY FOR ME: HOUSTON-WE HAVE A PROBLEM (UPDATE 9/24) VIDEO FROM THE MOON

Last week I broke the news of my new dx. I have been trying to wrap my head and my heart around this "thing". I am not new to dis-ease. But this one shook my axis. As I go about setting up a lot, and I do mean A LOT of appointments (6) as of now, would you all pray for me please? The half-elven princess needs your prayers. Deep inside this armor, the warrior is a child...

This is from my personal stargazer entry a few days ago, pls read, maybe it will help you know where I am, and in the process also help yourself:
It's been a long night and I woke up to the television on, bad girl..I left it on. One of my favorite movies is on, "Apollo 13". Why is it one of my favorites? Man it takes me back to a time of simplicity in my life. Young, wild and free...

Two famous phrases come to my mind from this movie:

"Houston, we have a problem!"
"Failure is not an option"

One is from the astronauts who were traveling in the rocket on their journey, the other from the head of flight control directing the rescue efforts to bring them home alive and well.

Two different phrases based on two different perspectives...how apropos.

Just like me. Was thinking as we all do about how I got to this place...3-mile island, diet, how could this happen, genetics...then it came to me, it doesn't really matter...what matter is where I go from here.

Just like Apollo 13, I have a group of flight engineers doing everything in their power to save my ass. I have friends and family to stand by my side whilst the world goes by ignorant of my plight. Like one of the astronauts, today, I too am sick, feeling lost in space and away from all things familiar.

I need to hunker down, nestle in my bed, drink my tea and nestle, not wrestle. AND Focus on that thought: I may have a problem...but failure is not an option.

I love my fellow astral travelers and will update my star journals as I can hopefully on a daily basis...I have come to treasure them and love them...to the moon! Heartprints, Bren

Tags: 13, apollo, asterisms, astrology, encouragement, stars

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Permalink Reply by Glamma karen on September 24, 2008 at 4:37pm: I like the nestle not wrestle I am sending white light and lots of peace your way.May you find some calm amid the storm.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Austin from Earth! on September 24, 2008 at 5:10pm: I pray for you, and I hope that you have the strength and courage to face the challenges ahead. Just remember we are all here for you.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Bren from Rivendell on September 25, 2008 at 11:21pm: Thanks Austin, that means a lot...I'm praying for you as well my friend, Bren; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Kendra Jacklyn on September 24, 2008 at 5:43pm: So many prayers and pockets stuffed with .:*PiXie DuSt*:. for you Bren!!

I hope you feel strong!!

Love, love, love
Kendra; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lanae on September 24, 2008 at 6:21pm: May you find the strength you need to deal with this situation and know that you are in my prayers. Wishing you peace.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Sharon632 on September 24, 2008 at 6:49pm: oceans of healing prayers coming your way; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Linda Ann on September 24, 2008 at 7:05pm: Bren, like you say breathe in breathe out, focus. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Melissa Boswell on September 24, 2008 at 8:46pm: I pray that you find strength, peace, and great health thru this journey; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Bunny Berry on September 24, 2008 at 9:03pm: Bren, I've been thinking about you a lot today. Sending tons of love.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Bren from Rivendell on September 25, 2008 at 11:22pm: Ms. Bunny, thank you...your presence is valued and I open my arms wide for the bunny love..yay!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Christine on September 24, 2008 at 10:35pm: Sending you lots of healing vibes.

:) Christine; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Bren from Rivendell on September 25, 2008 at 11:23pm: Back to you love, I miss you; ▶ Reply to This

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