PRAY FOR ME: HOUSTON-WE HAVE A PROBLEM (UPDATE 9/24) VIDEO FROM THE MOON

Last week I broke the news of my new dx. I have been trying to wrap my head and my heart around this "thing". I am not new to dis-ease. But this one shook my axis. As I go about setting up a lot, and I do mean A LOT of appointments (6) as of now, would you all pray for me please? The half-elven princess needs your prayers. Deep inside this armor, the warrior is a child...

This is from my personal stargazer entry a few days ago, pls read, maybe it will help you know where I am, and in the process also help yourself:
It's been a long night and I woke up to the television on, bad girl..I left it on. One of my favorite movies is on, "Apollo 13". Why is it one of my favorites? Man it takes me back to a time of simplicity in my life. Young, wild and free...

Two famous phrases come to my mind from this movie:

"Houston, we have a problem!"
"Failure is not an option"

One is from the astronauts who were traveling in the rocket on their journey, the other from the head of flight control directing the rescue efforts to bring them home alive and well.

Two different phrases based on two different perspectives...how apropos.

Just like me. Was thinking as we all do about how I got to this place...3-mile island, diet, how could this happen, genetics...then it came to me, it doesn't really matter...what matter is where I go from here.

Just like Apollo 13, I have a group of flight engineers doing everything in their power to save my ass. I have friends and family to stand by my side whilst the world goes by ignorant of my plight. Like one of the astronauts, today, I too am sick, feeling lost in space and away from all things familiar.

I need to hunker down, nestle in my bed, drink my tea and nestle, not wrestle. AND Focus on that thought: I may have a problem...but failure is not an option.

I love my fellow astral travelers and will update my star journals as I can hopefully on a daily basis...I have come to treasure them and love them...to the moon! Heartprints, Bren

Tags: 13, apollo, asterisms, astrology, encouragement, stars

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Permalink Reply by Raw Warrior on September 25, 2008 at 2:27pm: Bren, This IS just pure beauty. Focus on what makes your heart soar. I know how earth shattering this can be but you have the whole Universe on your side and all of us here at CSL! Call on the devas, they're never far from your side. Let them help heal and and heal that little girl!

Hugs and Angelic Blessings,
Jacki
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Permalink Reply by Bren from Rivendell on September 25, 2008 at 5:59pm: Thank you Jacki, though my wings are tired, I just keeping one foot in front of the other...I love you girl...and all my CSL posse...B; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Bren from Rivendell on September 25, 2008 at 11:25pm: First stop...Immunology...Batter up!; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Reyna on September 26, 2008 at 12:08am: My dearest Bren...
Although your wings may be tired... you are already flying so high up... with the support of God, the heavens, the celestial court, and all of us here... you can coast on cruise control.. k? We got you... you're not alone on this flight. Keep nestling for now, and gather your energy. You shall overcome this... do not lose the faith.

Love you... sending loads of Loving & Healing light to you tonight my friend.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Bren from Rivendell on September 26, 2008 at 2:21am: My favorite quote says...

Faith -
When you reach the end of all the light that you know and are about to step off into the darkness; in the darkness there will be something to stand on or you will be taught to fly...

Lets grow wings y'all. Just like the geese I saw flying south for the winter, thank you all for taking the lead for me when I get weary. Grace is pointing us like an arrow in the right direction...luv, B; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Rhonda on September 27, 2008 at 2:16pm: Hey Girl!
I'm in Houston and I have problems too! AND we Houston girls are raised knowing that we can get any bucket of bolts to the moon with enough research, stamina, common sense, and of course downhome GRIT!!

Our hurricane just came to town a couple weeks ago and the after effects are amazing, yet... LIFE CONTINUES, THE SUN COMES UP, and we begin the rebuilding process. No matter where hurricanes come from, we still have a pile'o'stuff to deal with in order to move forward.

Failure is NOT an option!

Peace and love,
Rhonda; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Bren from Rivendell on September 28, 2008 at 1:18am: Wow, kick my ass and bang my head...that's telling me like it is. Thanks for the pep talk love..you remind of my dad...muah! funny thing was he was a navy pilot and in peace time before retirement, he was a hurricane hunter...this is providence...; ▶ Reply to This

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