Rivendell Needs Help ~ Light the signal fires of Minith Tirith and Gondor

This half-elven is in need of support of the tribes. I have been very ill for about a week. Severe seizures, not my normal kind. My last TEE, an internal echo of my heart, shows a recurring dark area on one of the valves of my heart, I had a previous cancerous encapusulated mitral valved tumor. pic on my page..I'm having severe arrythmias, right now about 170... normally controlled by high doses of Toprol XL (500 mg, when a normal dose is 50, but having tonight to double it to see if it will bring my heartrate down). My feet are purple, may be a blood clot since I've been bedridden, totally sleeping without waking up last weekend and not able to keep balance. My head is bad with pain with some num on left/.

Cards is calling to keep in touch and if meds don't work wh blood thinners and pain kills, will have to go ER, closet one is Kennestone, which I call the Killing Fields. My surgeon at St. Joes is AWOL, onvacation, and too far away as is Emory...pls mr. custer...I dont wanna go...circle the wagons for me...I have an appt tomo sched lst wk. All tests thn..EKG, echo, labs...pls God let me b ok and do it all then. ER always hits me w latex and szs go wild and untreated...pull out the stops, beads, crosses, candles, whatever you got...I need u and I don't normly lite a signal fire...its not in my nature..i'm a nuturer...I've got 40 min left 4them to make a decison...much luvB

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Permalink Reply by Iffat on October 6, 2008 at 12:36am: Oh Honey, I can't tell you how I feel right now. I was away for the couple of days and now OMG, my half-elven sistah from Rivendell is not good. I love you so so much and I wish I could drop at your door right now and just be with you. I am so worried but I am praying with my full force for you.
I am always here for you. I am glad I saw this post when I logged in. I dont want to miss anything related to my sistah. I am here for you anytime and will be praying for you all the time.
I love you with all my heart.
sending my prayers from the bottom of my heart to my dearest sistah in the whole wide world.
Healing vibes and lights you way.........
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Permalink Reply by Laurie on October 6, 2008 at 1:42am: Dear Bren, just logged in to find you ill.......please be well, you are always in my prayers. I pray you are able to wait till morning to go in. We need you here with us always. You have been kind in prayers for all, and a wonderful, sincere friend. Please keep us informed with how things are going. My candles are lit, my heart with you,
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Permalink Reply by Alysha on October 6, 2008 at 2:19am: Hi luv! I was so surprised to see this message here - I pray that this is just a little scare and nothing serious. I wish I could come and see you and help you out - damn the Pacific Ocean! All my prayers and thoughts and love are with you. You're one of my sisters here and I will help you out and look after you whichever ways I can. Sending you lots of healings powers and love.
Lots of Love,
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Permalink Reply by Bren from Rivendell on October 6, 2008 at 2:40am: I DONT KNOW WHERE TO WRITE THIS. RICK HERE, BRENS HUSBAND. DOCTOR CALLED AMBULANCE FOR BREN. 911. SHE SEIZURED AND WENT UNCONSCIOUS WITH HIGH HEART RARTES. SHE IS NOW IN ICU FOR NIGHT AT LEAST. WAITING FOR BLOOD TESTS AND MONTORS. MAY HAVE DAMAGE? NOT SURE. SHE IS HAPPY AND HIGH FOR NOW SO PAIN IS BETTER AND IS SLEEPING. SHE ASKED ME TO WRITE YOU TO NOT WORRY BUT PRAY. SHE IS AFRAIS, BUT IS PO-D. THANK YOU FOR BEING FOR HER, YOU ARE ALL SHE HAS TALKED ABOUT FOR WEEKS AND THIS IS GOOD, SHE IS ALONE EXCEPT FOR ME AND THE PETS MOST OF THE TIME. IT MAKES ME CRY TO SEE HER LIKE THIS. PLEASE PRAY FOR MY WIFE. I NEED HER AND THIS IS NOT GOOD. I WILL NOT BE LOGGING OUT CUZ I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOG IN FOR HER. UPDATES TO FLOOW AND I WILL UPDATE OR SHE WILL GOD WILLING ASAP. SARA IS HERE TO WATCH DOGS NOW SO HAVE TO GO BACK NOW. THANKS ALL, RER; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Leslie on October 7, 2008 at 12:54am: Dear Rick,

This must be so hard for you... I know it is scary... I hope you have some kind of a support system as well.. WE/ME ARE ALL PRAYING FOR BREN, YOU & YOUR WHOLE FAMILY... Candles are lit...

Thank you for keeping us posted.. I hope you can manage to get some rest as well, Bren would want that and needs that for you..

Please Kiss & Hug Bren from me.. She is such a Postive Force, here on this website.

Be Well!!!!!!

Love & Light!!!!!!!

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Permalink Reply by Callie on October 8, 2008 at 10:49am: OH Rick.. I was gone a few days and find my dear friend in ICU.. I am praying for you all. With all of my heart. Bren deserves more of everything and she has to get well and get back to being home. I will keep in touch and have you all in our prayers including those beloved fur people. Many Blessings and we are with you.. in our thoguhts prayers and heart. Callie; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Austin from Earth! on October 6, 2008 at 6:18am: I'm praying for you Bren!!! Rick, keep us updated.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Jen B on October 6, 2008 at 7:45am: Rick and Bren - I am away on vacay and snuck in a logon while the family sleeps. I am so gald that I did. I will think about you all today as the docs sort this out. Everything will be okay, it will. Rick I am so glad you updated us.

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Permalink Reply by Carole on October 6, 2008 at 9:27am: Bren and Rick you are both in my prayers.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Vivian on October 6, 2008 at 9:35am: Rick, I'm so sorry to read what Bren is having to endure. Please send my love to her. I am praying for her and sending good thoughts her way. Take good care of my dear Sistah and yourself. Thanks for keeping us posted. xo Vivian; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Lanae on October 6, 2008 at 9:48am: Prayers to you Bren and to Rick also. Please keep us posted. Light and love.; ▶ Reply to This

Permalink Reply by Whole_Body_Healer on October 6, 2008 at 10:15am: Sending healing prayers & white light your way to hold you & guide you thru all of this!
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