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About Me:: It's interesting how most people when they're asked to fill in an about me they usually put their interests. Possibly because, they come to the same question as I do: "Well, what is there to say about me?" What you see is what you get. I'm 5'4" and expanding around the middle, I recently found out I was pregnant which was pretty much a denial for me for the first week, because I was pregnant once before & things didn't turn out very well & I was left with the thought in my head that I'd never be pregnant again, especially after I was told I had cysts on my ovaries & my doctor said it was likely I wouldn't be able to have children. But here I am, 20 years old, pregnant. I'm due Jan. 10th 2009 & I'm naming him Dominick Mikel. I recently got married to my best friend also, he's a God send. He lets me vent to him about everything, I love the fact that we can be there for each other & I know I can always count on him. I haven't felt like that in awhile. The first time I did I had that ripped away from me because my friend ended up dying in military training. I haven't been the same since, I've become impatient & I want everything to happen NOW I am too scared to wait because I don't want things to go wrong again, I am scared of being close to anyone because I always get hurt in one way or another so I trust very few people. It wasn't until he died that I began crying around people. I'm very emotional now, if I'm hurt I will cry. But only a few things hurt me. And only a few people have that effect on me. I have diabetes & a small anxiety / depression...which really do not mix well together. But I'm still breathing so I guess I must be doing something right. I also have cerebral palsy which a lot of people say they cant notice, I think they're just being polite if you ask me. Haha how can you not notice, or maybe that's because I've dealt with it all my life, I cant move my toes on my left foot because of it either. A lot of people don't know all of me...just the surface, which I'm told one of two things...1. I'm a sweet & understanding girl or 2. I'm a bitch. Both of which are true, I can be a bitch if you hurt someone I love I really don't give a shit what you do to me...well I didn't until now (only because I'm pregnant) A lot of people tell me I'm "naturally pretty" but I don't think so. A few days ago one of my friends put about a gallon of make-up on me & I've been wearing it ever since...I'm not beautiful I'm far from it but I'm not the ugliest person in the world either. I love romance, thrill & comedy...I don't know what I'd do without it in my life. I live for music, my family (Who are friends also, and my baby. They are as important to me as air. I'd be lost without them.

Birthday? (not required, but you might get presents!): July 3rd, 1988

Age? (How rude! not required...): 20

Where do you live? (city, state, country): Mount Vernon, Ohio, USA

Your Zip Code?: 43050

Relationship Status:: Married

Favorite Quote:: "It could be better, it could be worse"

Favorite Book:: Anything by Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook, A Walk To Remember, Message in a Bottle)

Your Website or Blog:: http://www.myspace.com/amberhoffer

What's your personal mission statement?: To be a good mom, to write a novel & have it published & to make an album, but mostly the first one.

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At 7:10pm on May 15, 2008, jennfirst said…: Hey Amz...so Deb told me she was "nagging" you today! I must say, I do agree with her though! You are so much more than AVERAGE and I look forward to getting to know you!!! I'm so glad you changed your name!!! Beware...she will keep nagging you! haha. I love Deb....she is amazing and has helped and inspired me in more ways than I can describe here. When I first read her message about you I thought to myself "well MS. DEB....you need to take your own advice!" She is much more than "DEB." So I'm hoping you can help me inspire Deb for a "name makeover." I'm thinking of ideas but need others, like you behind me!!! What do you think? Jenn

At 12:36am on May 15, 2008, Debbie said…: Wow, maybe twins??? then you really need to be super, better get a cape now and a superhero costume!
You can be "Super Amz!"
Now THAT is a great handle.. hmmmmm...
deb :)

At 5:12pm on May 14, 2008, Debbie said…: AMZ!! you are going to think I am nuts, but when I pulled up your page and looked at your pretty face and your new name.. it was a whole different feeling!!!
I think this is a positive step!
Your baby needs a SUPER momma not an average one, beautiful lady!
Hold that head up and be proud,
deb

At 10:39am on May 14, 2008, Debbie said…: Hy Amz, You should know that I am know for my nagging powers!!!
So how about Amz, just Amz?
The average makes you seem like your less than others.. and I am sure you are NOT...
what do you think?
Talk to Jenn First about her name change!
Deb

At 8:37pm on May 13, 2008, Just call me Implants Barbie Gail said…: I don't know where you get the idea that I'm strong. I''m anything but right now. I told you, call OSU and we will figure out some way to get you there. You have health problems, and this place isn't the kind of place to be going due to what all you have going on. Going to OSU gives you all of the state of the art everything that you will need to keep everyone, including you healthy and happy. You don't want my opinion of this place. Things will be ok, you know they will. And just because he's gone doesnt mean you don't have a support network.

At 2:04am on May 13, 2008, Michelle Moyer said…: Firstly, you are anything but average. Your beautiful picture says it all. Be positive, and you will attract the positive. Your new husband and baby need you right now. Eat healthy, think healthy, and be healthy. It sounds like life has sent a few curve balls your way. Try to live life to its fullest as we never know what tomorrow will bring. Slow down, try to appreciate the small things more, and stop to smell the flowers. You might want to start a journal and take note of all the wonderful things life has to offer. This is one of the tools that helped me to turn my angry thoughts into blessings.

At 6:42pm on May 10, 2008, Debbie said…: Hey, you are far better than average!!!
Why the name??
deb

At 10:30pm on May 9, 2008, Just call me Implants Barbie Gail said…: The people here a pretty amazing! They have welcomed me with open arms, and have made me feel special. You will find cheerleaders of all sorts around here....Welcome

Hogs & Fishes!!!!

At 10:25pm on May 9, 2008, Carrie Belair said…: Welcome- relax - your not supposed to figure it all out till your in our 30's so stop the worry! Your so very young and the 20's can be horrible - but they pass my sweet pea! In comes the OH MY LORD this is 30 then WOW I love me at 40 ....50??? dunno got me a a year yet to find out. eat well, get some rest and see the dr as often as possible - talk you to your baby and thank God daily for this wee miracle.

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